I'm still very shaken up after the incident with Mr. Antolini, you put that much trust into a guy only to find out he's a pervert in a phony's body. I honestly can't believe the whole thing, I never saw Mr. Antolini acting that way before. Should I tell someone? Who can I tell? The only people I have left who I can honestly trust now is D.B and Phoebe, but I don't even know how to tell someone about something like this. It is unfortunate though because I considered Mr. Antolini a good friend, someone who I could go talk to, but now I don't think I will ever feel comfortable with him again. I know he was drinking quite heavily throughout our conversation, but I still don't find it an excuse for what he was doing. I understand that he may see me as his son since he has given me quite a lot of advice throughout my life but when I asked him what he was doing he said he was "
admiring" me, I mean goddam what else could that possibly mean? I'm definitely not going back to his house, he can keep my tie. I still have the piece of paper he gave me which oddly enough sounds like the advice I've been getting from everybody, all about me planning ahead for my future and crap. I don't need to go to school to find what I want to do in my life...I already found it. I want to find someone who is not telling me what I should be focusing on, instead I want someone who understands my point of view without dismissing it for theirs.
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