Chapters 4-6

Today I got to thinking about many past people that were once so close to me. I mean goddam, I remembered about Jane and my brother Allie. But I really got to thinking about Allie when I was writing Stradlater's composition. I remembered how goddam nice he was to everyone despite his bright red hair. I wonder if I'd be able to maintain my anger better if he was still around....One time my dad was yelling at me for not trying harder in school, and so I became angry and yelled at everybody. In the midst of my anger, Allie walked into my room and started talking to me as if nothing ever happened, his goddam niceness was so contagious that I began to calm down. He didn't pick sides in any argument, but he somehow resolved them every time. Well since Allie isn't around anymore, I figured I needed to learn some ways to calm my anger myself. I was going to go see a doctor, but this website saved me the time. http://www.apa.org/topics/anger/control.aspx