Even after leaving Pencey the sadness and loneliness that I tried to escape from still lingers over me. Lately I have this feeling that I have no one to turn to anymore, whether that be for support or just someone to talk to. I can't bare to talk to Stradlater and don't even get me started with old Ackley. I enjoyed talking with Morrow's mom on the bus but it didn't do any good considering I told her I was Rudolf Schmidt...Everyone else I could think of calling was either busy or sleeping; I felt like the whole world was sleeping but me. When I arrived at the Edmont, I was fed up with the way I was feeling so I thought I would try my luck in the Lavender room. The lavender room only added to the feeling I have towards people lately. Sure Bernice was a good dancer, but goddam, as soon as I brought up a conversation, it ended. All three girls couldn't hold a conversation and by the time they left, I felt exactly the same before talking to them. I really need someone to talk to, I really do. I mean goddam, are all people like this? This song is exactly how I feel, I need someone to listen to me.
Good Charlotte - SOS http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pGacU-3buY
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